Girl.. You Make Me Smile

Lost..

2011-09-03T02:07:00.003+08:00

There's this feeling, a feeling i don't usually get.The feel of spinning in the air while lying down on my bed. The feel of my heart dropping like when I'm on a rollercoaster ride. I don't get this feeling often but after what she told me just now, it just came.Suddenly everything seems so different, so awkward, so..weird. I've never thought it could be this way. I never thought this will all come eventually.Feeling so lost in the middle of the night with a cigarette in hand and my mind so slow, thinking what to actually say. I thought it'll all be ok. It'll all go back to the way it was. At least the way its meant to be. There's so many things to be said but the words just wont form a sentence.I'm so lost..

Sniffing..

2011-08-21T13:05:00.005+08:00

The choice of a person falling in love with another person is their own decision. The choice of courting another person's girlfriend is also their own decision. But then whether the girl falls in love with you or interested in you is the girl's choice. So why would you continue courting the girl if you know you're not going to get her and in the end accusing the girl of so many things and being all pissed when the girl refuses to be your girlfriend? She's someone else's girl..You took your chances knowing that it wont happen and who knows, will NEVER EVER HAPPEN. Here's a saying for you, If you want to court my girl, go ahead. If you can court her away then you can have her. But if YOU CAN'T, please with all do respect GET LOST.

Currently listening to: One Republic Good Life

Comeback

2011-08-15T16:48:00.003+08:00

I know I have not been blogging for quite some time..

But then suddenly I had the urge to blog once more.

There's just so MANY things lingering in my head right now..

Too much to be described in one single moment..

LOve

2010-11-08T14:54:00.002+08:00

To think back on the past, this page of the book of life that we wrote on together on what had happened between us, there's so much fun and laughter. As most people says, all happiness must come to an end. But why? Why so soon? Its just the begining of a new page, a new chapter. It should not had ended so soon. The chapter isn't finished yet. This seed of love once had been infix into the bed of soil had flourished into a beatiful tree but before it had fully grown to the peak, it has to be amputated. Should I say I knew it from the start that this might happen, but I never wanted it to come true? Perhaps. Its not easy to make a relationship work but by giving and taking each other's advantages and flaws it can work. It really does. But the fact is the one person who I gave my heart to had just turned around and let it fall. Why must it always be this way?I myself have no idea but to grief the pain in this hollow serenity. Is this called karma? Maybe, maybe not. You might had a long thought about this relationship but you cant jump into the conclusion right away. Did scientist made space rockets just like that? NO! They did ton and tons of research and experiment to make it into a success.

Currently Listening to:

S.H.E - Wo Men Zen Me Le

devil's cry

2010-06-24T00:31:00.003+08:00

looking at the moving grey clouds reminds me of something in the past..something that i wouldn't want to let it repeat but the devil's cries in me makes me irresistably wanting it to happen again..like beethoven's ode to joy, it ends with a BANG. and so therefore..it shall end with a bang..

just for you..

2010-04-03T00:50:00.003+08:00

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
i have 5 fingers,
The middle 1 is for you.
Buttercups are yellow,
Morning glory are purple,
You came like a breath of fresh air,
You left without saying goodbye..

the confession..

2010-02-03T05:08:00.002+08:00

OMG i've finally confessed to her that i actually like her..

it wasn't the best thing to do for the moment but she forced me..

she tought it was another person but then now she know..

and yes i already know who had sabotage me with those bukit tinggi pictures..

it was her ex boyfriend..jeez..here's the funny thing..he was the one who wanted to broke up..

and now he's the one messing everything up..watch out sir sensitive..i'll get you..

but then now i feel glad that now she knew and i wont have a bad time thinking on how to approach her.. :) good night..

the bar incident..

2009-12-29T09:59:00.004+08:00

hmm..its been a while since i had actually allocate time for my blog..

so yea..i had been drinking non stop ever since christmas eve..

seriously..i dont know why..

went to my uncle's pub at bukit tinggi..

its the one in klang not pahang incase you mistaken it..

and so..there's this bar girl called ivy who served us the other day..

there were 5 of us and suprisingly..we ordered 10 buckets of beer..

gosh..damn insane right? i know..

i so happen to take control of her had fun the whole night..

hehe..but then never underestimate these bar girls..

when they're drunk..they're all yours to take but it takes quite a while..

when i say quite a while means..3 hours of non stop drinking to collapse her..haha..

we literally came the next day and ivy wasn't here..

so another girl served us..another 2 actually..

1 is called ayu and the 1 serving me is called rina..

we had 1 each..way better than new year's eve..hehe..

had lot of fun..and somebody had been a naughty boy..u know who you are..haha..

we weren't planning to drink much so we just opened 3 buckets..

chit chat all d way till 1 and we left for home..

i didn't actually enjoyed my time at the pub last night..

i think its considered my fault..but who cares anyway..

so i called ivy up and told her i was coming incase she's not working or what so ever..

but she was indeed working last night..oh crap..

she brought over 3 buckets and sat down next to me..

and i don't really have to elaborate the rest..

then we she left..rina came to me..i feel much more comfortable with rina..

reason?hmm..she pretty much have a better body than ivy..

she's more into me plus her voice is way better than ivy's..

ivy sounded like those witches in hong kong dramas..creepy..

well..that ivy was missing from my table long enough for me to be there..

so of course i would go for rina as she accompanied me most of the time..

and then ivy would come right over and pinch me, bite me and etc..

and rina will stand up and walk off..jeez..give me a break..

she's been doing that all night whenever i am with rina..

after realising the situation..i have decided to pull myself away from ivy..

she's is 1 damn unpredictable person..very hard to manage indeed..

the next time im going there..im calling rina..

thanks to ivy..i had a bad time there last night..

Currently Listening To: Lady Gaga

Bad Romance

Langkawi Day 1

2009-12-26T16:55:00.028+08:00

ahh..the langkawi trip..one of the most memorable trip during my 1 month pathetic college break..the whole day was a rush..we had the college's open day during the day time and after that me and wee lee need to rush to pudu bus station to get his tickets and then rush back to my crib because careless me forgot tobring my wallet out..geez..after that we rushed to the ktm to catch the train to kl station..we reached pudu exactly at 11pm..our bus was also suppose to depart at 11pm..luckily we made it in time..ahh..finally manage to catch my breath..we left pudu at 11.15pm and reached kuala perlis's jetty at 5.30am..

early morning action..

at the jetty getting our ferry tickets

vincent caught bribing gan with cigarettes.. :P

we all waited for the counter to open..

since the ticket counter opens at 7am..we went to the nearby shop for some breakfast..there's 2 shops there..1 with people and the other one with no customers at all..since the first shop was so arrogant, we went to the shop next door..

after buying our tickets we went to the ferry..the journey from kuala perlis to langkawi was 1 hour..damn it was a long and tiring journey..

everybody seems so eager to get in the ferry..

in you go people..

langkawi's jetty

the icon of langkawi..

inside of langkawi's jetty shopping mall

after exiting the jetty, we went to the car rental and rented 2 minivans, the nissan vanette..we drove all the way to our hotel in Pantai Cenang..then we went for breakfast at the Breakfast Bar..the place was cozy but kinda pricy as well..honestly..the food there was superbly terrible..

our arrival at Pantai Cenang

waiting for everyone to get ready..

our breakfast spot..the breakfast bar..

khy, tiru and zariq..

it is exactly like a bar in the inside..the only difference is they serve breakfast here..

everybody having their not so appetizing breakfast..

everybody wondering what to order..

after breakfast we headed down to the beach while waiting for our rooms to be ready for check in.. we played beach soccer, cam whored and enjoyed the sea til 1.30pm..

team guna..

team tham..

i don't know why the heck they kick the ball way up so high..

group picture..im not sure who is missing from this picture though..there were 19 of us..

cam whoring with wong at the back..such a busy body fellow..haha..

enjoying the water and sun..

geralyn, khy, edwin, lady boy, adrian and ben

taking a dip in the sea feels real good.. :)

at 1.30pm, we went to our hotel..its called Landcons Hotel..it is directly opposite The Zon and The Underwater World Langkawi..after checking in, we went for lunch and then we hit the beach again..this time we went hermit crab hunting..gaha..me, zariq, gan and celine went for a jetski ride where else geralyn and edwin went for parayailing..before going to the beach, we went to The Zon and got ourselves a beer each..damn it was refreshing..an ice cold beer on a sunny day..plus its cheap..

Landcons Hotel..

they really enjoyed sunbathing.. :)

geralyn and edwin up there.. :)

waiting for the bloody lift..it can only fit 5 person..oh crap..

ben, pee khung, lady boy, adrian and 96

then we went up to clean ourselves and get some rest..at night we went to Artisans Cafe for pizza..celes recomend that place to us because she had been here for her last intership..the food was nice though the place only have few tables..after dinner we went to survey for beer prices nearby and got ourselves a carton of Carlsberg Special Brew and a carton of Heineken..then we went back to the hotel to drink and play games..

at artisans cafe

everybody was wondering what pizza to order..

ryan took a picture of us..while he was on the phone with melissa..hehe..

order please?

here we are..camwhores..haha..

waiting outside for our beer..

me with the whole carton of heineken..heineken rules baby..haha..

tiru a.k.a uncle g with the carlsberg..

here we are..everyone drinking and gambling..

the dice players..kids these days will do anything to gamble..haha..

well..after the whole tiring day..we all went back to our rooms for a good night sleep..and boy did everyone slept well..my roommates were snooring like aeroplane turbines..gosh..imagine sleeping at 2am and got woken up at 4am due to the noise..after a smoke with gary we forced ourselves to sleep.. :)

Currently Listening To: The Gossip

Standing In The Way Of Control

gosh..

2009-12-26T04:44:00.003+08:00

gosh..its been quite sumtime since i last updated my blog..suddenly something rang my bell today which makes me feel like blogging today..its christmas..n how did i celebrated?family dinner?parties?outing with friends?wrong..i celebrated christmas with my laptop the whole day..facebook-ing the whole day..boring?indeed..just feel like putting a bullet in my head..at least there the adrenaline rush which makes me wonder whether to pull the trigger or not..but sadly..its hard to purchase a gun in malaysia..anyway..im having my holidays now..around a month before college resumes..god..what am i gonna do till then?might rot at home..somebody please save me from this misery boredom..

Currently Listening to: Westlife

My Love

V for Vendetta

2009-11-17T10:28:00.006+08:00

gosh..been really obsessed with this movie recently..the movie is just too beautiful..the words spoken in it is so magnificent..yet an inspiration to all..the movie was quite old, 2005..many might not heard of it therefore i've decided to post it up,,The movie is set in Great Britain in the near future. Under the guise of several terrorist acts, a totalitarian government is elected to Parliament under Chancellor Adam Sutler (John Hurt) to save the country from these terrorists. The only problem is the people must give up a lot of their freedoms for being safe. The government eventually becomes cruel, corrupt, and oppressive to the people. Driven by a personal vendetta, a mysterious individual William Rookwood (Hugo Weaving) comes to the forefront to take up the cause of freedom. He wears a mask of Guy Fawkes to cover his face, and changes his name to only V. V's mission is to kill all the doctors who had tortured him at the detention center, and bring back justice to the country. On November 5, in the process of blowing up his first building, V rescues a young woman, Evey (Natalie Portman), from the secret police. V takes over the TV station and broadcasts a message to the country condemning the oppressors in Parliament. V invites all the people to join him in one year on Guy Fawkes Night to see him complete what Guy Fawkes couldn't, blow up Parliament. That's all i've got to say for this movie's synopsis....and that's what will keep ringing in your minds after watching the movie..

Best Dialogue

V: I can assure you I mean you no harm.

Evey Hammond: Who are you?

V: Who? Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask. Evey Hammond: Well I can see that.

V: Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.

Evey Hammond: Oh. Right.

V: But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.

V: Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

V: The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.

V: Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

Evey Hammond: Are you like a crazy person?

V: I am quite sure they will say so. But to whom, might I ask, am I speaking with? Evey Hammond: I'm Evey.

V: Evey? E-V. Of course you are.

Evey Hammond: What does that mean?

V: It means that I, like God, do not play with dice and I don't believe in coincidences.

Best Quote

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V."

Currently listening to: Brennan Heart

Remember Remember

Roasted Lamb Rack with Potato Gnocchi, Shallot Confit and Tomato Confit

2009-10-28T23:41:00.005+08:00

I had a long thought before doing this menu for my practical class and I've decided to post it here to share it with others that might be interested in finding for recipes for lamb rack.it might look complicated but it is very simple actually..A rack of lamb is the equivalent of prime rib in beef that is tenderer and has a wonderful flavor. The confit cooking method is a method of changing the texture of the food using low heat rather than completely cooking it.

Roasted Lamb Rack with Potato Gnocchi, Shallot Confit and Tomato Confit

Ingredients

serves 4

1 whole lamb rack

2 fully ripe tomatoes

3 large potatoes

6 shallots
2 strands of Rosemary

2 strands of Thyme

1 cup lamb stock

1/4 cup red wine

1/2 cup multi purpose flour

Salt and pepper

Method

Lamb Rack

1. Start by visiting a reliable butcher and getting a good rack of lamb. Ask your butcher to make sure and remove the thin skin from the outside of the rack and ask him to cut of the chine bone to make it easier to carve.

2. Removed any loose pieces of fat. Dry it off with some paper towels and season with rosemary, salt and pepper.

3. Place the rack on a hot, preheated grill for about 2 minutes per side to sear the surface.

4. Roast for about 10 to 15 minutes in the oven at 180 degrees or gas number 5.

5. You need a meat thermometer to test the internal temperature as you go. You definitely do not want to over cook this dish. Lamb reached rare at about 50 degrees celcius and medium about 65 degrees celcius. Allow about 10 to 20 minutes resting time before you carve it up.

Bercy Sauce

1. Start by chopping 2 shallots coarsely. Heat then pan with a small amount of butter or olive oil.

2. Saute the shallots until transparent and slow down the fire.

3. Add in the red wine and thyme and let it simmer.

4. Add in the lamb stock and simmer until the volume is reduced by half. If the sauce is too watery, add in a small cube of butter and whisk using a wire whisk rapidly until the butter had melted and dissolved compltely into the sauce. This method is used to thicken sauces and gives the sauce a glossy effect but it can only be used for ala minute as the butter will split from the sauce after some time causing a layer of oil on the sauce.

Tomato and Shallot Confit

1. Peel of the shallots skin and trim off any dried parts.

2. Halve the tomato and season with thyme, salt and pepper.

3. Drizzle some olive oil on the tomatoes and shallot.

4. Bake in the oven at 90 degrees celcius or gas number 3 for 7 minutes.

Potato Gnocchi

1. Peel off the potato skin and cook in water until soft.Boil the potatoes starting from cold water instead of putting it in a pot of boiling water. Boil until tender. A kitchen knife would be able to pass through.Do not overcook the potato as potato absorbs water.

2. Once the potato is soft, mash using a fork or a masher. Season with salt and pepper.

3. Add in the flour and mix well. Knead on the floured table for 5 minutes.

4. Scoop using a tablespoon and shape it as desired.
5. Cook it for 2 minutes in boiling water so that the shape holds.

6. Pan fry the gnocchi until golden brown.

Currently listening to: Chicago

You're the inspiration

ice skating

2009-10-14T23:06:00.007+08:00

ahh..finally im home..gosh..today i was late for law class..i thought the class was at 9.30 am so i didn't care that much..i reach the class at 9.45 am but then they told me the class starts at 9 am..i was like wth?damn it..and then after all the classes, me, nigel, melvin, aaron, lina, daryl, aerald,phylis,ee lynn and her fren went to Sunway Piramid for ice skating..wee~!!!i was like so happy..haha..lol..anyways..we had pretty much fun there while laughing at each other because we fell down for quite many times..except for me and nigel..once only..haha..melvin fell the most..trying to act like a pro..useless guy..haha..then we got hungry n ask ee lynn to get us some snacks..she brought in fries from Mcd and i was like hogging on those fries..haha..then we saw this INTI college coach who was kinda SHOW OFF and going around knocking girls down and hugging them before holding them up..how pervert he was..haih..anyways..there are a few skaters were training for some competition or something..the girls were hot..everybody was like leaning against the wall and watching them dance..can u imagine dancing with blades?and the song was poker face by lady gaga..it was hot..

me hogging on the fries..was so damn hungry..

aww lina..haha

then again...trying to act cute..haha..

nobody really knows what is she up to..

melvin..he hurt his butt i guess..

aerald was pretty awesome..he fell and knock his face on the ice..that explains the buldge on his face..haha..

Currently listening to: Lady Gaga

Poker Face

what a day..

2009-10-11T03:29:00.010+08:00

what a day it was..i slept from 11.30pm last night all the way till 3pm today..its been so long since i had such sleeps..it was pretty much a wonderful sleep..but then now i'm freaking tired..very bu shuang..sleep for like 15 hours but not still sleepy..=.='''.owh yea..today was patrick's birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK!!!and so me, gan,celine, jackie and patrick went to Sakae Sushi at Sunway Piramid for dinner..the food there was nice and decent but since it was full house, we had to wait quite long for certain orders..then we went to 7th floor for pool at college..

gan

patrick, gan, celine, jackie and me

kariage..its a mixed vege tempura..

currently listening to: Jordin Sparks

Battlefield

AC and Tim Ban Gor Gor

2009-10-10T16:48:00.015+08:00

gosh..was effing tired the whole day..had a kitchen class at 8am..gosh..then after that there's this agronomics class which is so damn boring..i was like yawning in the class and caught by the lecturer..he said " i know the class is boring..look at jay..he's been yawning since the class begins..". when he said that,everybody turned over and i was like so embaressed..geez..then after class..we went home for some rest before yen wei and yew called me, gan and zhi lei up for for dinner at Asia Cafe in SS15..the food there just got more and more but then..its starting to suck..i had bak kut teh..i thought it was like a normal one where u have all the meat inside but then..it was vegetarian..OMG!!!vegetarian bak kut teh?!!!then we went back to suriamas to fetch celine and then to Tim Ban Gor Gor at SS2 for some desserts..the place was ok but i don't like the seats..the shop was quite cramp and there where so many people..the menu was not bad..a lot of variety from hot desserts to cold desserts..the prices are not so expensive..i mean affordable for students..be sure to drop by and have a taste..but be sure to go early incase they are sold out..

Tim Ban Gor Gor

kiwi with sago

watermelon with sago

peanut tang yuan with sweet potato

cream caramel

curry fish ball

yew, yen wei and gan

celine and zhi lei

currently listening to: Stephanie Sun Yan Zi

Ni Guang

seremban..

2009-10-07T22:10:00.006+08:00

ahh..finally united with my laptop..ahaha..just got back from lou wong's place at seremban..we left suriamas at about 6pm and reach seremban around 8pm..then we had zhu chap chuk at lou wong's shop..it was splendid..might go there with my family these few days..that it if i can find it..haha..owh well on the way back we kinda played on the highway..seems interesting ut dangerous..u guys should try it..haha..

so here's the main thing..i duno what happened but..this is the first time i actually cant talk to a girl..i was so totally speechless..argh!!!how i wish to talk to her but i just can't..haih..if only i have the guts to do so..maybe next time will be better..i had never encountered such situation..i talk to girls that i like to be friends with before this easily..but her..it seems different..its as if my guts have all suddenly dissapeared..hurm..all i'm able to do is look at her without knowing what to say..its hard for me to say this but..i feel so useless..hurm..jay..jay..anyway..need to touch down on my bed..feels so comfortable after outing the whole day..nites..

currently listening to: Boyzone

Words

desserts..

2009-10-07T17:13:00.007+08:00

after finishing our assignments, we went to ss2 for tong sui..we went to tong sui gor gor but unfortunately they told us to come back earlier tomorrow as they are sold out..so sadly we went to K.T.Z and ordered 3 different types of tong sui; honey dew lo, mat dou lo(means everything also add in) and mango lo.we chit chatted all night and laughing our asses off..vincent ate the most as he had tipped off half the mango lo on the table..dumb of him..the funniest part is celes..she choked from eating sago and damn fine shaved ice..haha..after that we went our seperate way home..

from the left: honey dew lo, mat dou lo, mango lo

honey dew lo

mat dou lo

mango lo

currently listening to: David Guetta ft Akon

Sexy Chick

rasta..

2009-10-06T23:10:00.006+08:00

here i am doing my PAS for my industrial training at rasta with edwin, lou wong, celes and vincent.came here right after having dinner at boston..the food was terrible..as i were saying..sat down here since 9.30..and now its finally done..ahh..what a relief..but then celes, edwin and vincent are still doing theirs..poor them..haha..good luck to you guys..

vincent and celes

edwin and lou wong

currently listening to: The Pussycat Dolls

Hush Hush

crush..

2009-10-02T02:43:00.004+08:00

lately i've been questioning myself bout her..

do i really have feelings for her?
or is this just a normal feeling for girls?

somehow i just cant stop thiking bout her since the last time we went to rasta with edwin, ryan, lou wong, celes and vincent..

i wonder will this relationship work out..?
will she be mine..?

i guess its for me to find out..she's cute but then do we have the chemistry?its all revolving around my head..her smile..her eyes..her lips..she just keep appearing in my mind..thoughts of her are just lingering in my mind..swaying me about..but then the main question is..

do i even dare to ask her to be mine?

currently listening to : Tina Arena and Mark Anthony

I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You

artistic class..

2009-09-29T21:05:00.006+08:00

today kinda suck actually..had to wake up at 6am and get ready to go to college..when i reach there with vincent,we yum cha before class begins..we had to become commis for dc29 students..only 12 people were selected and so i had to go home..damn it..but then i went to starhill to clear my training documents..went i got back, wee lee got into a fight with this batch 33 guy call derek or something..then at 2pm we had to go to class.it was french.the lecturer kinda suck though..and then we had artistic class.and so today we did bread moulding.i had a bad time because my hands were rough..but in the end it went ok..when i went home, there was no electricity..damn..we dun know where to sleep tonight..

my group..group 1

our bread moulding..

mine..i got 21/25..not bad..hehe..

The big BANG!!!

2009-09-25T13:19:00.007+08:00

this was on last saturday 19th of september..where i was on my way to work with gan..we were so thrilled bcuz it was d last day of our internship..i looked at the clock and we were almost late..so i've decided to rush a bit..as i was trying to overtake a car, he suddenly speed up and so i went nto the emergency lane..and then all the sudden there was a car n front..i tred to brake but then..BANG!!!we were damn dizzy..gan's head hit the wind screen and mine towards the steering wheel..the stupid airbag didn't even pop out..bloody shit..so end up causing a massive jam from batu tiga toll all the way to jalan 222 pj..the driver of the the saga don't even have a driving license..

the car i hit

gan's head hit it..strong ryte?

life..

2009-07-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

life..

may be joy to certain people..

may be dreadfull to certain people..

life..

some are born as wealthy..

some are born poor..

some are forced to live a bitter life..

some are living the life of the rich and famous..

what is life really all about?

was it about waking up to milk when you are a baby?

waking up to school when you are a kid?

waking up to classes and exams when you are a teenager?

waking up to work when you are an adult?

waking up to sickness when you are old?

life was never fair..

there's no point complaining..

there's no purpose of arguing..

there's no right or wrong

take a deep breath and think back in time..

what you've done all these time..

to change your life..

to make it a better life..

jay-joakim

boring day..

2009-07-22T18:01:00.002+08:00

im supposed to get up at 2am just now n go to work at 3am..but eventually i overslept till 6am..that was when mummy knocked on my door..oh well..not going to work is better than going there and being chased out by chef johann..so i slept till 1pm and decided to get mcd for lunch since it was rm5.95..then i had my lunch while chatting and saw this neighbour's cat of mine which looked so interested in my lunch..well, rather than giving it my burger, i gave it sum milk..and the stupid cat laze around before going off..damn..useless cat..and so i am waiting time to pass by till 8.30 to go fetch celine and zhi lei from work..what a day..haih..

hurm..

2009-07-13T06:35:00.011+08:00

havent been updating my blog for quite sometime..theres just too much to write about these few days..since shook! was helding the Mid-Summer Night Feast, i got a chance to work with the chefs..and my favourite was Stephen Mercer..he's a great guy..he taught me a lot and even gave me his recipes..wow..not many chefs would give u his recipe just like that..well thanks to kevin cape..the Corporate Executive Chef of YTL who have been scolding us..when stephen mercer had finished plating, everybody start taking pictures..so he scolded all of us.."u see..Chef Stephen and i are very nice chefs..if u guys were to ask for the recipes,we will give it to u..but u fucking idiots didnt even ask..and u fucking idiots with ur fucking mobile phones taking pictures for granted..did u even ask chef stephen for his permission first?be smart..if u have half a brain then copy down the recipes, if u have no brain then dont do anything and fuck off..''we were all stunned to hear what he had said..we eventually asked for his recipes and he gave it to us with pleasure..then he continued..''aa..finally..i see somebody are using their brains now..there are 2 types of people in this world..the smart one, and the stupid one(the pointed at a guy from grill)''after copying, i started to ask chef stephen about his dishes..he was very creative though..he did this peking duck consomme..the peking duck was plated with some vege and a slice of crepe filled with duck breast..the consomme is in a plunger which is used for tea,with spices..then the servers will push down the plunger and pour the consomme into the plate..its a very nice dish..though i didnt manage to take the picture for the appetizer, Amuse Bouche which is egg with asparagus puree topped with asparagus foam and the dessert, Pear in Puff Pastry, Pistachio Crean Brulee and Fruits Sabayon because Chef Kevin said "if u fucking idiots were to take your fucking mobile phones out and taking fucking pictures,i will put it in the microwave and u can say goodbye to it." therefore nobody dares to take out their phones..

Chef Stephen Mercer

me and Chef Stephen smoking at the back..hehe

Slow Confit of Salmon Trout

Prawns fried in Potato Waistcoats

Peking Duck Consomme

Roasted Lamb with Pea Puree

Roasted Fillet of Beef with Ox Cheek

4th day..

2009-07-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

today it was raining in the morning..darn..i always hated rain in the morning because it will cause a terrible crawl in at federal highway..and i was right..so i suggested a detour and we tooked the kesas highway to cheras..then at bandar tasik selatan it jammed..damn..but after that it was clear..we dont really understand why were there a crawl there but the opposite direction was worst..from cheras until the way to enter sg besi highway..pity those people..so we reached starhill at 10.40am..we rushed up and i rushed down because i dont wana get screwed but my chef but when i went down, he was not there..wtf!!!make me rush..then i got my break on time today since that new guy is doing all the cleaning for me..hehe..so i went over to pavillion and had a drink a starbucks..and it was opposite of tgi fridays which somebody is so call "self pampering" herself there..haha..then i didnt notice when she left since i was so concentrated sms-ing her..then i walked the whole pavillion,floor to floor but didnt bump into her..so i went to sungei wang plaza and bb plaza..after receiving a sms from her,i straight away walked back to pavillion and walked her back to her restaurant..its kinda far to go to pavillion from her place though..she introduced me to a few restaurants next to her restaurant which was owned by her boss..damn..rich guy..then i continued walking around bukit bintang until 5.30pm..then i walked back to starhill and continued working..and i get to leave early because my chef was missing..so nice..we left at 9.45pm but wrote there 10pm..then we went to picadilly for dinner..dinner really pissed us off..the waitress who took our order is a real dumbass..she took wrong orders and still scold us..as a waiteress u should at least repeat the orders so that u wont send the wrong order but she just left after taking our order..celine ordered fettucini carbonara with ham but she got fettucini with extra virgin olive oil with ham..gan and ryan ordered deep fried chicken chop but they got grilled chicken..only my food came in correct and our drinks..then we complained to the manager and she came to ask us if we complained to the manager..wtf!its ur fault and u can still scold the customer..the manager offered to change our food..hope she get fired or something appropriate rather than just scolding so that she will wake up and come to the real world as my chef likes to mention..at least by doing something to her she might not repeat the same nonsence..haih..ruinned our mood for dinner..

3rd day..

2009-07-03T00:50:00.005+08:00

As i was walking into the kitchen, i saw gan and sze thien was being scolded by my chef..when i walked in, he scolded me as well for being late but he seem to be scolding me because he was looking at me all the time..he kept saying "i dun wana diu u but its the real world..wake up..come to the real world..".he repeated this phrase so many times..we think it was worth it because we had breakfast..if not then we will be there on time but hungry..so we started working after being scolded..i was basically doing nothing because a new guy came in..then after that i was tranferred to fisherman's cove..its kinda busy there..gan, sze thien and ryan was asked to help chef steven mercer, a famous chef from aussie..then i went for my break at 3.30pm but my break was suppose to be at 2pm since i was having a split shift..then i walked around bukit bintang to see whether if i can find anything interesting..then i went back at 5pm and had my so called dinner..then me and gan got send over to fisherman's cove..damn..we saw them killing live lobsters..those people dining there sure are damn rich..they sold 5 big lobsters weighing 970g-1kg for dinner and around 8 small lobsters i think weighing 500g or some where around that weight..geez..then we saw these couple which looked so damn young..around 19 or 20 i guess..dining there..all well dressed..ordered lobsters,wine,crab,fish and each a seafood platter..that meal should cost them around 1.5k..this is what i say all the time.."parents busy printing money and the kids help them to distribute it.."haha..then we went back home will body ache..hurm..

2nd day..

2009-07-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

the second day was not too bad but me, ryan and gan had split shifts..damn..we had breakfast at a nearby mamak stall..had roti kosong and teh tarik..then we decided to order half boiled eggs..after paying..gan,ryan and sze thien left as i was waiting for my change..then then "ah ne" brought the eggs and ask me where are them..i said they left..and so he wanted me to pay for it..i called them up and left the place..as i was walking off, the guy was damn "beh song" and kept on scolding in indian..i dun even understand a word..so when we reached there we got our training for brunoise-ing the carrot and extremely fine garlic and onion chopping...huh!!!what a work..then had a brieffing from chef johann,our executive chef..i were elected as taylor's college head..therefore im in charge of all the trainees from taylors..damn..means lots of work for me..we were suppose to go for break at 2pm and come back in at 6pm but we went out at 3.30pm and since we couldn't figure out what to do, we went back in to work at 5pm..i couldn't imagine if i have such a classy restaurant like shook! and it is full every nyte..then we got to eat wagyu beef..it was nice and expensive as well..they are selling 200gm for rm290..damn expensive..but who cares..the guy cooked it well done but the guest asked for medium..i dont think its done though cuz there are some blood in the meat..then after work we went for pool and snooker at 7th floor which is at college..then went back and laze around..hopefully tomorrow will be a better day..=)

1st day of training..

2009-06-30T08:49:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!havent been standing for so long already..my legs are like dismantling from their sockets..it had been just like 3 months before my previous training?we saw a guy tripped in the morning nearby suriamas..we were like giggling and then i told gan something bad will happen today..then after we fetch celine..we did an illegal turn nearby cheras to avoid the traffic..and BAMM!!!there's a few traffic officers ahead..so eventually we got a ticket for the handsome guy..a ticket in the first day of training?how f-ed up is dat..as i were saying, there are 13 of us..me, gan, ryan, sze thien, celine, zhi lei, nigel, tharany, joanne, carmen and another 3 bdh students which i dunno them..well..shook! is quite a sweet place..the whole kitchen is walk through and see through..its divided into shook! japanese, shook! grill, shook! italian and shook! chinese..there's another 2 restaurant which are pak loh and fisherman's cove..those people working for YTL sure are lansi..a lady brought us up to take our uniforms..when we came out..she was trying to teach me how to wear my apron..i was like WTF?do u think i duno how to wear it?its just a different way but it turns out just the same..while she was waiting for all of us..she kept making those "beh song'' face and "tsk" sounds quite loud..i was like..WTF?if u dun wana work then just go home la..bitch..then we went down for a short breifing..i got into shook! japanese with gan,sze thien with sum bdh guy into shook! grill, ryan into shook! chinese, nigel and tharany into shook! italian, joanne into fisherman's cove and the rest went into service..our chef is a very nice person..he actually thought us a lot of things..he even teaches us on how they made their japanese sauces and secret to nice food..after lunch he even brought me and gan around starhill for a tour..the restaurants there were beautiful..i've been to starhill a few times but didnt tour around that much..just went to jogoya for dinner..=)after work we went to cheras for dinner before sending celine back..it was a terrible crawl..gosh..i eventually fall asleep before i could even start blogging which is around 10pm..haha..

edwin..

2009-06-29T06:00:00.008+08:00

just got my hands on the pictures and since i have nothing to do..i updated my blog for the err..i duno how many times today..huhu..so..when we got back from JB..we went yum cha with edwin at rasta since he is flying to Hong Kong the next day which is the 25th of june for his training..damn lucky guy..so we went there to enjoy the last moments with edwin with khy, lou wong, wee lee, celes and yi ching..edwin did mention that he is going to spend all of us so he kept his words..we ordered grape mint shisha,orange peach shisha and watermelon apple mint shisha..then bla bla bla n we crashed over at khy's house..the next morning we rushed to KLIA to say byebye to edwin..we cant call wee lee up..dunno what is wrong with him..too tired i guess..it was a crazy journey..we drove for about 140-180kmh all the way and driving in zig zag as there were those drivers i would like to call "inconsiderate bitches" as they were scatered all over..wohoo~!!!after sending edwin off..we went our seperate ways..khy,yi ching and celes followed edwin's mum bck to damansara and i send lou wong back to seremban..since they are all sleepy..khy missed the turn into subang twice..haha..what a bummer..and we all spend the whole day sleeping..=.=

wee lee and lou wong

lou wong enjoying his nasi goreng pataya and celes dreaming away

edwin a.k.a laughing kor

edwin and yi ching

we shisha toast for edwin

the table smoking ceremony..haha..

OMG!!!

2009-06-29T05:01:00.004+08:00

darn..my first day of training is going to start but i cant freaking sleep..argh!!! i really dunno what to do..i've finished all the movies at home, played tons of games on facebook.. and yet i still cant sleep..its already 5 am and im here blogging..gosh..i wonder how will it be later on..everybody is sleeping so nicely in their bed,swaying in their sweet dreams..aww~wish i could be in my own sweet dream right now..miss my baby girls so much..anna,xyvie,abby,ai sin and may..and all my friends..all went to training all over malaysia..and some overseas..miss u guys..buy back some souviniers u cheap pepps..XP

pj drift festival in front of taylor's college..

2009-06-29T00:57:00.015+08:00

Today as i was going to pudu bas station with lou wong to send his friend..we passed thru our college and saw a car show..we was so excited and rushed to pudu and came back..when we got back..we were just in time for the drift show..the drivers were professional drifters..i was so stunned to see them drift..gosh..never knew pj had these kind os stuff..and they re-tar the parking lot just for this event..it was known as the pj autoshow..it was so awesome..

cool right?

a bunch of malaysian cars except for the orange one..lou wong also busy taking pictures..=)

an old school mazda rx 7

a kelisa and a kenari in front of taylor's pj..hehe..

freaking audio system..

this is a pioneer audio system

damn cool right?a nice screen to watch movie in a car although its all furry..haha

a rally car..but i don't know what car it is..

this is actually a proton putra..

check out the gen 2 and satria..

the guy burned his bumper in the end..haha..poor guy..humiliation at an auto show..haha!!

this guy drift with 1 hand and an open door..cool..

5 cars drifting..

Cheras look out point

2009-06-28T19:50:00.006+08:00

me,ryan,celes,zhi lei,sze thien and a few of ryan's friends had dinner at picadilly last night at millenium plaza pj..it was a coozy place..and a lot of hot ladies..hehe..then after that we went to ss15 for snooker but i end up going yum cha with the girls and read some magazines..hehe..after that we went to cheras look out point since celes wanted to go there and it was her last night at kl before she goes to redang for her training..there were quite a lot of people there although it was 1.30 am..we were there untill 2 am..then we went home..due to my sucky camera..the pictures sucked..=(

view of kl..

sze thien,celes and zhi lei

3rd day

2009-06-28T18:28:00.027+08:00

Today we got up quite early..had breakfast at a nearby shop..i had fried carrot cake and gerbal tea..the carrot cake was nice though..then we were off to kukup..some place in johor..we had lunch there..it was quite cheap though..rm60 something for kam heong lala, fried squid, fried noodles, fried mee hoon, stir fried pak choy..the protioning was quite big..it was enough for the 12 of us..sze thien and her "singapore guy" also joinned us..then we had a suprise birthday party for celes..she looked so happy..=)then we took a ferry to kukup island..there we met one of ryan's friend..the monkey..haha..then was the hanging bridge..sze thien was so scared to cross it..she was actually screaming all d way..haha..its kinda dangerous because the screws and cable connectors are all rusty..and the screws attached to the towers were loose..gosh..quite frightening when we found out about it..then we walk into the swamp and out again because the ferry guy told us to be out by 4pm..then he brought us to a fish farm and showed us some fishes..i dunno what dat fish was but it can shoot water..cool..and 6 legged starfish..weird..small shark,jellyfish, that bloating fish..err..porcupine fish i think..then we went bck to perling and had durians..awesome..after that we went to gan's house to rest a while then we went for dinner..it was a steamboat buffet..quite nice though..and the best part was there were live prawns..it was so cruel to put a live prawn into a boiling pot of soup and watch it jump to death..haha..it was nice..the prawns are sweet..=)then we went to singgah selalu at danga bay to yum cha again because edwin is leaving for kl..he needs to prepare his stuff as he is going to hong kong for his training..

fried carrot cake with herbal tea

kukup ferry station

celes the birthday girl..

celes and edwin..how sweet right?

celes biting the candle out from the cake

eating lunch

distributing fishies..

fishie farm..

ryan's friend..

the hanging bridge

the swamp walk

horse shoe crab..

some shooting fishies..duno what is it call

jelly fish

unbloated porcupine fish..

the mini shark..

weird looking six legged starfish

the hanging bridge..

the crazy couple that never had enough of love juice..hehe..

durians..

indulge in people..(edwin, celes and ryan)

our dinner..steamboat

celine..

crazy gan!!!haha!!!

2nd day..

2009-06-28T17:50:00.024+08:00

There's nothing much we did on the second day..woke up quite late..around 11am..hehe..then we went down for lunch..had johor laksa and abc..the laksa was good..not too spicy and very creamy..but the abc was nice..u can add as much chocolate as u want..gosh..its so tempting..zariq joined us..(ps:he drives an evo 9 and harrier..)then we went to the market to buy ingredients for our dinner at ryan's house..we had shark meat..its kinda cheap though..then we went for some drag racing behind ryan's house as it was an wide and long road..there was edwin's myvi-lution, ryan's volkswagen beatle and zariq's harrier..then before we had dinner, zariq had to go back because he needs to go to singapore..after dinner we went to gan's house for some drink..then we were playing some games until celine got drunk..haha..around 1 something,lou wong, wee lee and ryan went back to ryan's house to sleep..edwin got tipsy so he was crapping d whole night..haha..

Johor Laksa

ABC with EXTRA CHOCOLATE..=)

market trip..

vegetation

fruits

durians!!!

zariq's harrier,edwin's myvi-lution and ryan's beatle

vodka,cognac and tequilla

the drunken lady celine..haha..

smoking pepps..

1st day..

2009-06-28T12:54:00.013+08:00

Finally i took an effort to update my blog..haha..after going thru dat boring saturday on d 20th..i went down to JB with khy,edwin,lou wong,wee lee,celine n celes with the 2 spirit viewer myvi on the 21st..we depart around 8.45 n drove all d way 2 seremban to pick up lou wong..poor him..he had been waiting for about an hour for us..haha..when we reach the toll,khy freaking piss by d road side..damn..i think a motorcyclist saw it..haha..then we rushed to JB..they were driving about 150-160 kmh..gosh..for a myvi going that speed is like seating an aeroplane..we reach JB around 1 smtg..i dun quite remember ady..it was a few days bck..when we reach JB toll, we waited for about 1 freaking hour for ryan n gan to pick us up..they eventually got lost..=.=JB people got lost in JB?damn..after that we went to singah selalu..sum place at danga bay for sum food..the place was nice but the sisha there was so so since it was the only place to shisha at JB..

camwhoring by d roadside..

awesome ryte?the truck came in just in time for the picture..haha..

Edwin n Khy..our drivers to JB

Khy with the ah beng look..haha..

Wee Lee..eating satay i think..

Edwin with his SET A orange mint sisha and ice lemon tea..

Lou Wong with his watermelon apple mint shisha..

Bored..

2009-06-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today is d worst saturday i'd ever had this year..i had nothing to do at all..i called up a few frens but they are all in campus..so i stayed all day at home to rot..=.=then i realised i ran out of fags..opps..need to buy..darn!!!on my way to the nearby petronas..i saw these cats mating..omg..is it mating season now?they were so happy until a kid came n scare them off..gosh..hopefully nobody comes and scare u off when u are doing it in another few years..haha..

happy cats arent they?=)

Rasta..

2009-06-20T03:45:00.009+08:00

A very boring day it started today..had nothing to do since it was holiday..went back home but no where to go..so i had slept till 3pm in the afternoon..and when i got up..something got into my mind..DIGIMON..childish i know..so since i have nothing to do..i went on to youtube and watched digimon..so after i dinner i called up a few frens of mine and went to Rasta which is a place in TTDI where we hang out most of the time..after chit chat chit chat,pek pok pek pok we left for pool in Asia Cafe in SS15..it was fun though but i lost cause to busy sms-ing..hehe..then i drove all the way home..the highway was so clear then suddenly some moron was driving like 180kmh pass me..gosh..he should rilly slow down a bit..who knows there might be an accident in front..well..i will be awaiting for another boring day..hopefully something great might happen tomorrow..=)

this is patelick..our camera guy..will be going back to kuching tomorrow..byebye pat..

lisa and tiffany the two crazy girls..haha..

vincent,lisa,tiffany,me,adrian and edwin

after exam..

2009-06-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

finally exams are over..now i can start blogging again..
ahh~it was such a relief..no more notes..
and the best of all is sleeps and hanging out times are back..hehe.=D